Di
12
Dez
2017
blueness
So
10
Dez
2017
what a waste
We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster
than we should that we go bankrupt by the age of thirty
and have less to offer each time we start with someone new.
But to feel nothing so as not to feel anything
- what a waste!
-cmbyn
Sa
18
Nov
2017
i should
you think
i don't care
maybe that's true
i don't even know
anymore
what matters
but i guess
before it's too late
i should call
i care for you
both.
Mo
23
Okt
2017
maybe both
there is no fun
no laughs
just boredom
i miss the time
we sat at the street
ate pizza and talked
the sun
the life
the love
So
23
Jul
2017
do you understand?
i want to explain
but what is the point
in making everyone sad
it's all up to you
how you act in the world
so why make everything
even worse
when you can make it
even better
i want to explain
it's all in my head
but i don't want to
make everyone sad
do you understand?
Di
11
Jul
2017
sorry
sorry for being sick
sorry for not texting back
sorry for not showing up
sorry for being a horrible friend
sorry for being a horrible best friend
sorry for being annoying
sorry for disappointing you
sorry for making you angry
sorry for making you sad
sorry for being a horrible daughter
sorry for being a horrible sister
sorry for bringing negativity into your life
sorry for asking for the homework
sorry for failing all the time
sorry for not being there for you
I can not put in words how sorry I am.
Sa
24
Jun
2017
imagine all the people
The second you start looking for hate...
You find it.
And when you find hate
you start hating.
So
18
Jun
2017
so many
so many things to do
so many books to read
so many songs to listen to
so many shows to watch
so many movies to watch
so many people to meet
so many places to see
so many things we still don't know
so many things we want to say
but so much homework.
Mi
31
Mai
2017
That one bee
Hardworking, busy bees are always productive.
Connected to joyful, colourful flowers,
taking their work very serious.
One bee has never
to explain itself to the queen
why the work isn't done.
but..
i'm scared of bees!
So
21
Mai
2017
A-okay
Everything is A-okay
When you have
Perfect grades.
No one will ask
Because when you have
Perfect grades
...
Everything
is
A-okay.
Sa
06
Mai
2017
david?
see david play outside
see david appear inside
what's going on david?
what's going on?
Di
02
Mai
2017
horrible
you are a horrible person.
For what you did
you don't deserve this
Love is so wonderful isn't it?
You don't know it.
You never will.
you are a horrible person.
Nobody knows
but you are.
Sa
15
Apr
2017
Silence
it's nice to have some time
just sit in silence
and notice
the little things
the nature
the birds singing
it's nice to have some time
pure silence
So
02
Apr
2017
Mad
I did not get to be mad
And it's not fair
It's not fair
It's not fair
I did not get to yell
I got to sit in silent tears
So
26
Mär
2017
Yellow-belly
14.03.13
my goal is not to show people that I play perfectly but that I'm strong enough and that I don't care about what they think.
I'm not scared anymore.
I'm myself and I like myself the way I am.
I'm not weak. I'm strong.
I tore the note.
Fr
24
Mär
2017
Fighting
Huh.
Man, that's crap.
You always have a choice.
You can either roll over and die,
Or you can keep fightin'
No matter what.
Mi
22
Mär
2017
Afraid to be
She speaks to me fondly
of passions and talents,
guitars and stars,
then stops short and
apologises for speaking at all.
All because somewhere in her life,
someone she loved broke her heart by ignoring her beautiful words
and telling her to
shut up,
keep it down,
nobody cares.
People aren't born sad.
We make them that way.
-Nikita Gill
Do
09
Mär
2017
no monster
Think I was lost?
Think I am lost?
You're right.
My whole life is a lie.
Always hiding behind that monster
But
There is no monster
Sa
25
Feb
2017
What?
It's so easy to pretend it's fine.
So easy.
Haha.
Poor thing.
Are you sad?
I'm sorry.
Smile more.
The sun is shining, so don't be sad.
Everything is better, when the sun is shining.
Haha.
It's so easy to pretend it's fine.
Sa
04
Feb
2017
Hate
So much hate in this world.
But you can't do anything about it.
Because you are small.
You don't want to hurt people.
You are not confident.
You hate yourself.
So you keep it all in.
All the things you want to say.
People ask "What is wrong with you?"
But you can't answer.
Because they wouldn't understand.
And maybe there is nothing wrong with me.
But something is wrong with them.
Mo
16
Jan
2017
Balance
You have to know
Where you are,
To get the balance.
You have to know,
Who you are,
To not lose it.
Do
12
Jan
2017
Explosion
I stay awake until 3 am.
New ideas come
into my mind
More and more.
Every night.
And at one point I explode
And all the ideas,
thoughts and feelings
Fly through the air
And they dissolve
Until they're gone
Leaving a big deep
Emptiness behind.
Di
20
Dez
2016
How far?
I've been standing at the edge of the water
Long as I can remember, never really knowing why
I wish I could be the perfect daughter
But I come back to the water, no matter how hard I try
-
I can lead with pride, I can make
us strong
I'll be satisfied if I play along
But the voice inside sings a different song
What is wrong with me?
-
One day I'll know, if I go there's just no telling how far I'll go
--
How far I'll go
Alessia Cara
Sa
10
Dez
2016
Why
Why can I not live my life?
Why do I care about what others think?
Why am I not myself?
Why am I so bored?
Why do I cry every thursday?
Why am I not doing what I love?
Why do I smile?
Because I'm not myself.
Because I cry every thursday.
Because I care about what others think.
Because I am not doing what I love.
Because I can not live my life.
Because I am so bored.
Because I smile.
Mi
07
Dez
2016
Homework
Astronaut or a rock star
that's what I want to be
I'll may be a fireman
saving cats from trees
mama says I could make it
I just have to work hard
finish all of your homework
and then you will go far
will go far
yeah
-kero kero bonito
So
27
Nov
2016
Mistake
Pushed away
All the people
I love
Because I thought
That it was right
But I was wrong
Now
Everyone is gone
Do
24
Nov
2016
Yourself
I often feel like it's wrong to be myself.
I'm sorry that I can't be like anybody else.
Sa
19
Nov
2016
Right Or Wrong?
I'm tired of running away
Always doing what is right
How can I live
When I don't know
How to breathe
Escape from the city
And follow the sun.
Sa
19
Nov
2016
Loss
You used to laugh everyday
Everything was so easy
But then you lost a friend
And everything falls apart
And slowly
You're losing everyone
Who you love
Because you're missing your friend
Everyday.
Everything is becoming wrong
You can't be yourself anymore
I'm sorry.
Mo
14
Nov
2016
Bee
Every night I dream
That I'm brave enough
To do what I love the most
But then there is this bee again
Flying around me
Trying to push me away
From what I love the most
And it's following me in real life
Everyday it's the same
I see the bee
And run away
Sa
12
Nov
2016
Struggle
The worst battle is between what you know and what you feel.
Destroy the fear in you before the fear destroys the life before you.
Di
08
Nov
2016
Captured
You're greater than the pain that's eating you inside.
How can I be so lost,
in a place I know so well?
How can I be so lonely,
surrounded by so many?
Are we supposed to act like everything is okay even if it's not?
So
06
Nov
2016
Carry on
There will be peace when you are done.
Lay your weary head to rest.
Don't you cry no more.
Mo
31
Okt
2016
Demons.
Demons are real,
and monsters are too.
They live inside us,
playing a game.
And sometimes,
they win.
So
17
Mai
2015
Wrong.
"I am endlessly creating myself"
"I often said "sorry" when I should've said "goodbye""
"I will be stronger than my sadness"
"all of me was lost in you"
"If you are angry, be silent"
Mo
20
Apr
2015
Hope.
"Just take away the pain."
"Cute as heaven, psycho as hell."
"Life becomes so much better when you decide not to care and just live for the moment and not let the drama bring you down."
"Wear black and be gold."
"Start each day with a grateful heart."
Do
02
Apr
2015
Empty
-Die schlimmsten Momente sind die, in denen man eigentlich glücklich sein müsste, aber man nur diese unendliche Leere fühlt.-
-Die Zeit zum nachdenken bringt mich um.-
-Sometimes I miss you and it hurts me a little bit...-
-I think one of my favorite feelings is laughing with someone and realizing half way through how much you enjoy them and their existence.-
-Dear mom, thanks for this beautiful life and forgive me if I don't love it enough.-
-When life is sweet, say thank you and celebrate.
And when life is bitter, say thank you and grow.-
-You can't get much done in life it you only work on days when you feel good.-
You know those days when you try to do the thing and you just kinda..
Mi
19
Nov
2014
Decisions
"Um glücklich zu sein, müssen wir nur das aufgeben, was uns unglücklich macht."
"No matter what you do, no matter how many times you screw up and think to yourself "there's no point to carry on", no matter how many people tell you that you can't do it - keep going. Don't quit. Don't quit, because a month from now you will be that much closer to your goal that you are now. Yesterday you said tomorrow. Make today count."